8.20.2009

Back for Round #2

At first you may think I am jumping into a boxing ring and getting ready to fight an opponent. In some sense that is true, but I am not jumping into the boxing ring. Rather, I am once again jumping into the seminary ring. Though there will be spiritual battles that must be fought and deep theological truths that we all must wrestle with, it truly is a pleasure to e here at Dallas Seminary.

In retrospect, I cannot begin to tell you how much I learned in my first year at DTS. I generally tell people that I quickly learned that I do not know as much about God and the Scriptures as I think I know. I fully confess that I came to school thinking that I knew a lot. Man was I wrong! There is so much that I do not know, and at times, what I do not know or completely understand can be daunting and frightening. As I look back at my first year though, and as I look ahead to this upcoming school year, what I do not know or fully understand encourages me to press on, and continue my seminary education and training.

We will never know everything there is to know about God or everything that is contained within the Scriptures. Now we may look at this as a disappointment or discouragement at times, but this actually makes seminary all the more enjoyable. Part of the excitement of seminary is knowing that when you go to class you are going to be challenged with something new that you have never learned. Sure I will read passages that I have read several times prior to class, but my professor will show me something in the text that I have never seen before. Some of these truths challenged me in my walk with Christ, showing me areas of my life that needed attention. At other times, these new truths were observations that others have seen, but I have never seen until now.

Not everything that I learned during my first year came through the classroom and my professors though. One of the greatest lessons I learned during my first year at DTS, and am still learning today, is that God will provide for all of our needs. I was looking through some papers a couple of days ago, and in one notebook found a journal entry that I made during my first week of seminary. I specifically wrote in this entry a prayer to God, asking that He would help me to meet people that would want to spend time with me, basically be good friends. God more than provided in that area. I have a core group of friends that I can depend on and reach out to at any time. At other times though, my needs were not centered around friends and relationships. As is true with most every seminary student, I also faced financial needs and was uncertain how they God was going to meet them throughout the school year.

Before coming to DTS I had to take out a student loan to pay for classes and living expenses, and I was thinking that the money would be gone in no time. Amazingly, God has stretched every dollar in ways that I never imagined. This year there have also been more outside scholarship opportunities. One seminary scholarship opportunity is through SeminaryScholarships.com. Scholarships such as these are just another way in which God blesses seminary students. I know that for myself, this scholarships would help offset many of the various costs of seminary. As many of you know, college books are by no means cheap, nor is Bible software, and so every seminary scholarship is a greatly appreciated blessing.

So please continue to be in prayer for me and every student at DTS as this new school year begins. God will provide for all of my needs and your needs. Please pray that all the finances for school that I need will come through and please pray that my heart and mind will be completely prepared and ready as I get set to begin my second year at DTS. I am very excited to see what God is going to reveal to me and teach me this year!

4 comments:

Kenny said...

Im totally there with you buddy. Seeing what God has done for those who are faithful is exciting. Proverbs 37:3-4 says to "feed on His faithfulness" and its awesome to see what He has done and imagine what He will do in the future. I'll be prayin for you for sure man!

Kenny said...

Hey again. Im a moron. Its Psalms 37:3-4 not Proverbs.

Mulder said...

That is a verse we always need to remember. I know I really need to spend more time reflecting on His faithfulness. Thanks for the prayers man, and I will be praying for you as well. I am praying that this school year will be the most amazing school year and that God will peel away any scales from our eyes and help us to see Him more clearly.

Dana said...

Amen! Preach it brother! God's Word is fresh and new to me every morning. My children would say it is b/c I don't retain things in short-term memory. However, God and I know that it is b/c I am madly in love with Him and that I can hardly wait to find out what new thing He wants me to learn about Him today!

Keep drawing closer, and you WILL find Him!